5-11-19
I had a meeting today and afterwards, I had my therapy session. I brought my quilt with me, I treat it like it's a security blanket now, coming with me everywhere, providing me with confidence, although it's so big.
I spread it in the therapist's room, I imagined I will roll it open on the carpet and we will stand and look at it and talk about it. When I started opening it I realise it's bigger then what I thought and the room is smaller, so we moved the chairs to the sides and were able to stand and look at the quilt and talk about it, sort of like what I imagined.
We went over the objects and I thought about how I connected to each one of them, and where they are connected to me, from what I bring to my sessions.
She gave me a few pointers with correlations of what I bring to the sessions for the past year, and I'll take it into consideration.
It was very intense, emotional and revealing, and I was able to find my connection to each one of my objects so I was able to feel more connected and more authentic with my creation. It felt real again, and powerful. I cried. I haven't cried for a while. it felt liberated.
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